I doubted this.. I will never forgive myself for that. I feel low and like a horrible person. You know when bad stuff happened to me lately you were always the person that I talked to about .. Who am I supposed to talk to now..? You ended up being one of my best friends on VMTV, which is funny cause at first I always thought you were just a jerk who thought that he owned O.N., but you became the best... I know that I doubted and you know what? I wish it was B.S. I wish you'd sign on and tell us you thought it was april 1st and that you had the best joke ever. But thats not going to happen.. So I need to stop wishing... As pissed as I was thinking it was fake, I still would have loved you to still be here with us. And I'm sorry, I'm a pretty shitty friend right now for the things I said about it and what I did, I'm so sorry Jason. I really hope you can forgive me. I miss you. I miss our conversations. I miss us sharing music. I miss dancing to womanizer. I miss hitting on nooobs. I miss jigging to cotton eyed joe... I played Womanizer for you yesterday.... I hope you were dancing why you were looking down at us... Jason.... Things really won't be the same... I miss you so much.. And I wish you'd come back... Please just come back.. This isn't fair... It shouldn't have been you. I'm sorry. I love you Jason Carr. Please forgive me for doubting. I will see you someday. And again. I miss you and I love you... Gosh I miss you so much.... Boo please come back... Please...
I just got the horrible news about what happened to you and to honest it broke my heart. You were one of the very few people on here when I first got on mtv that welcomed me into a group of friends that have always had my back on this game. You were there for me to talk to when I was upset and you always made things alot happier on the game just by being there. Jay you are definately going to be missed by me and many more and it truly is a sad I won't see your smiling face anymore. I'm gonna miss you Jay and I hope you rest in peace.